Day 14: Scan was yesterday and the install of the Port A Cath is tomorrow. I'm feeling a good. It's getting to me that folks assume I don't have a God in my life. Really?
Day 15: The Port A Cath was installed.
Day 16: In the name of God, this is my PortACath.
Day 17: Today I found out I was use full!!!
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Day 8: It's gonna be a busy day and I'm dreading it. Part of me wants to be busy the other part wants to sit on the couch all day.
Day 9: Things are better when you sit on hot corn. Taco Bell gave me a steady
walk for the border. Thank you, Motrin for saving my ass!!!
Day 10: Today I was able to help out on a radio show and it worked as an
audition too. I realized I can't be in a car for too long. Martha helped
us with my Power of Attorney for Health Care.
Day 11: Today we got good news regarding my treatment!!!
Day 12: I realized that I still have anger and emotions that I need to let out. I
got help cleaning my apartment. Started a prayer reading with my
friend Mark. I'm acknowledging that cancer is cancer no matter what
size.
Day 13: Today I felt like a total loser. My heart knows it's not true but my head was totally believing it.
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Day 4: I'm taking Mineral Oil now which should help with the pooping. Eating
Circus Peanuts is a well deserved treat... Until the doctor stops me. I guess I'm going through the first stage: Denial.
Day 5: I need to crumble so I can build myself up. I'm almost there but not quite.
The quote in the video:
"I
think, when like me, you've been an activist for a while, hear the
stories, witness the lives of folks and the deaths, you grow a shell. In
that shell you have a shelf for all the "worst case scenario". And,
although you'll go through all the emotions, you are somewhat prepared."
Day 6: Happy Mother's Day... No cancer talk today, but I do miss my Mommy!
Day 7: Dear Diary, today I'm doing okay, I'm starting paperwork for Power of
Attorney, I need to make sure that my DNR is signed. Hope for the best,
plan for the worst.
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Day 22: Feeling better; Appetite is back, gag me with a spoon, and the Sun will come out!!!